People
you will have to read this with an open mind as IF I were to say
anything in this forerunner it would ruin the core of the story...
OK last night this friend of mine comes by, he has his idiotic girlfriend with him...
She comes over to me at the computer... She picks up a doll baby near me and says...
Reba, what are you doing with this little nigger doll baby???
I coolly, calmly respond... Oh it belongs to my little nigger grand baby...
I
did NOT look up, nor away from the computer, I did NOT say another
word, just kept right on doing what I had been. doing...
She starts getting fidgety, says how are you feeling today, are you sick, I said no, just per usual, knee hurting...
She
then goes on with this story about how her grandmother gave her a
Barbie Doll, a white one, when she was little she said she collected
them... She
then says "I could not ever figure this out" they very next Christmas
she gave me another one just like it BUT it was black... I said well perhaps she wanted you to know NOT all people are the same color...
Indeed there are more ways than one to *skin a cat*...
I think I put her in her place by saying what I did rather than to have said something in any other way... Needless to say... She GOT my drift...
~Questions~ What Would You Have Done Or Said??? Is What I Said/Did OK???
Now I tell you what, I thought/think I am sometimes off the *chain* about some of the *shit* I write, but this *shit* to me anyway takes the *cake* so to speak...
People being nasty in many ways NEVER surprises me, never really did until I came here as I have encountered more shit here than I think I had in my entire lifetime lol
Then I run across something like this...
Truly a piece of shit, this is a *work of art* so to speak, I mean to state in a journal about how long or short your damn turds are...
I think the *long turd* got me more than any of it... As I almost fell out in the floor laughing to be totally honest, it was like a * secret confession* of some *blood secret* of sorts...
No wonder this person has IBS, damn anyone with this much of a *shit* obsession HAS to be anxieotic supreme...
Well I don't know about you but I for one KNOW I would not talk about my *shit* in public...
Having said that, let me state even further I have always suffered with IBS BUT never would I tell in this fashion about my personal *shit* lol...
I know, I know, I have said and depicted much ado in the past about *shit* being drug through the shit, shit flies, people *talking shit* bla bla bla...
Yet this is REALLY some crazy shit...
A shit journal...
True shit as in REAL shit…
Screw that shit lol...
Enough of this shit already, now I am keeping it real J
I will be responding to all the comments over the past two days I have gotten as I have only been online about twenty minutes way late (or early) this morning so look for responses way late tonight, they will be here...
In the meanwhile my love to all of you who have commented...
As you are moons stars and I appreciate each and everyone of you...
Another Post Shall Follow In A Day Or So Yet In The Meanwhile Ponder These Thoughts...
Greetings All
Being as I had just decided to stay here I did not want to simply leave my blog sit not updated... However having said that I am not feeling real well and tiredness has had it's way with me yet I still wanted to post something so here it is... Indeed I am winging it *smiles*
All the hoopla that has went on I do really want to address, from my eyes, heart, mind, body and spirit and I shall, it just may be a few days as I ponder...
Sometimes when BIG things have happened it zaps one, it tends to *tap* into their enegery field and screw with them a bit no matter HOW powerful or OLD one may be in the craft...
Truthfully one does NOT have to even be into the Magickal Arts to be zapped, it is called psychic vamperism...
That term may be used loosely OR matter of factly, so if your into Magick, well you know what I mean, if your not, well you should still know what I mean...
Everything in this world holds a memory of sorts, it ingrains itself into your psyche, some not as deep, others way deeper, that's just the way it is, as different as people are so is Magick and the energies that are around us...
I need to go to my *magick room* as I reference it, where my altar and much of my magickal supplies are kept and fetch some white sage, sweet grass, sandalwood oil, salt, and a few other items to *purge* my personal space around my computer...
Yes, the energy can come through a computer, it can come through a telephone, a keyboard, a neighbor, a vehicle, energy *is*...
As real and as certain as the air that we breathe is real so are the energy fields, positive OR negative... Like it or not, believe it or not, it is so...
No matter how strong you are, how carefully you shield yourself, or how strongly you place up your wards they can be *injured/permeated* and they can be *fixed* one just needs to do certain things, I intend to do these things pronto, I shall then feel better on this Magickal plane than I do right now, I can feel I am zapped... Not all of the energy I am feeling now is negative either, some is being zapped from the *feeling good* about much that has transpired these past few days for as sure as there is the yin and yang, as sure as there is black and white, as sure as there is day and night, there is good and bad, positive and negative...
One needs a balance of the forces, this is a necessity, like it or not we all need it, our essence needs it, our chakras need it, we need it, I need it...
All is good though and I will be posting more about things I want to express, my feelings, how I have been enlightened having been here, the good things and people I have encountered here, the bad people/things, all shall balance out, indeed they shall...
Not tonight though, not tonight as tonight, the rest of what is left of it shall be spent on cleansing my space so I am strong again so that when I speak my mind, it will be a clear mind, body, spirit that emanates forth from my keyboard that is for now an extension of myself...
May all that come here feel implored to comment as you desire and share, I am an open vessel ready to receive, and I await you...
Many thanks to all of you who have left comments, added me to your Favorites List, I appreciate that, I can see many care and I will care about you as well...
Many thanks to the new people I have *met* as of late and I hope we get to know one another better... As well as my old friends who have always been by my side, and a special thanks to those who have NEVER been afraid to shun me for fear of... Guilt by association... As those few of you who have always treated me as an equal mean as much to me as the Moon and Stars...
As indeed, you are Moons and Stars...
For you shine, and may you always do so...
Mistress Reba
"If you do good, you are good, it really is as simple as that"
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